Insanity

Funny story: This morning I have to go to the grocery store to pay the light bill. Going to the grocery store is a big accomplishment when you have 3, 2, and 1 year old, so I am feeling pretty proud of myself as I talk to the lady taking my check. All 3 kids are well dressed and behaving woohoo I'm thinking, I am one awesome Mom... then I looked down and realized I had my shirt on inside out, Good Grief!!! Qoute of the day "One loses many laughs by not laughing at oneself" SJ Duncan)
When we finished at the grocery store they were handing balloons out the kids, as soon as we walked outside Evan of course let go of his, Becca looked at me and asked "where's it going" I told her to the sky, she thought about it for a minute then said, "I guess Jesus needed a balloon" I smiled and said yea, I guess so. When we got home and we were getting out of the car Becca let go of her balloon and said "I guess Grendaddy's going to have a party" So Grendaddy I hope you and Jesus are having a big party cause your little girl sent you a balloon today:)

Blog junky

Okay, so apparently I am a blog junky. It started with a former DJ for the christian radio station I listen to, we were pregnant at the same time and she had a baby blog. Even though I did not know her personally through reading her blog I felt as if we could be good friends. Well anyways the other day I was looking on the web for Christmas dresses for my girls and I fell into this blog called Nitty Gritty written by the most amazing woman named Jody. Isn't it amazing how God knows just what he is doing! To tell you why I say this I have to go back a little. I have been having a hard month, Back in July, the 5th to be exact, the one year anniversary of my Grendaddy and Grannys death I had a miscarriage. My due date was Jan 21st, (my Grendaddys Birthday) Well, I am watching all these people close to me have their babies and I am getting a little jealous, It should be me. I should be having baby showers, preparing a room and all the other little stuff you get to do to get ready for babies, instead I am watching everyone else go through these milestones and thinking what could have been. When I fell upon Jodys blog and started reading about her life and all the trials she has been through I was amazed. This woman has been through my worst nightmare and she is still praising God, sure she has her days which I love because those are what makes her real, but she has learned to thank God everyday for that day because who knows what will happen tomorrow. So Thank you God and Thanks Jody. Now I can see, I have two beautiful girls and a baby Taylor that God decided to keep in Heaven and He has given me the promise that I will see my baby someday , and until then my Grendaddy will have one of his sweet great grandkids to give him five whenever he wants:) So that being said I have decided to make my own blog. It will be very random cause thats how I am. There will be many run on sentences cause thats how I talk and think (nonstop) hehe! It will probably make you laugh cause we do a lot of that at my house! So looking forward to some fun days ahead, see ya next time!!!!