Not Me Monday

Not Me Monday written on Sunday!
I did not throw out a cookie sheet because the stinkin cookies were so flat that they were never going to come off the pan and who wants to work that hard to get cookies off a pan when you can't eat them? NOT ME
It was not I that spent a small fortune on a certain test until we got the results we wanted and then proceeded to buy two more boxes just to make sure the other tests were not faulty!

Thats right!!! Our big announcement... We are expecting again! Josh and I are so incredibly excited, but also scared out of our minds. I saw the fertility specialist twice last week for blood work and everything came back good my levels were steadily going up so that was great. Last Wednesday I started on the lovenox injections, Josh has been so great to give these to me every night, I am also on progestorone patches and another hormone. Sooo pray for Josh cause if he thought I was hormonal before then he's in for a treat! Actually though so far I have had no complications, I don't feel pregnant at all which scares me a little I go in Tuesday for my first ultrasound and more bloodwork. If you are wondering why on earth we are telling people so early, It's because we figured the earlier you knew the earlier you could start praying.
Our prayer is not so much for a healthy baby, God knows we want that, but for strength to overcome this fear. For peace, that we will remember no matter what happens, whether we get to hold our baby in 9 months or hold her in eternity, to remember that God is in control and he has a perfect plan that we don't know about yet. Pray that no matter what happens we will give all glory to God. I can not begin to tell you how much your prayers mean to us, they are what will get us through the next few weeks and months.